2008/09/23
FAITH LOST. All my faith in the United States judicial system and legislation is lost because of this: Child Porn Case

This world never ceases to amaze me... it is almost enough to bring a tear to my eye. How someone this horrible, will do less time that I did. // sk0t @ 2:34 PM :: Comments [3] :: Digg This ::

2008/09/21
Plans Have you ever thought of something all day long?, planned a certain situation out to a 'T', covered every contingency (that you could think of)... thought that your plan was foolproof? Only to have the time come, and have it not come to fruition.

That is how I feel right now. // sk0t @ 2:12 AM :: Comments [0] :: Digg This ::

2008/09/02
What this world has to offer? Lately I have had a thousand things running through my head... from questions about life, to ideas for inventions, to possible introspective interventions that can save me from myself... and none of them seem to make any sense to me... I'm back at school... in what might be the most challenging semester yet, and I can not seem to find my focus... it seems as if I am driving in the opposite direction... as most of you will know, I haven't made all the right decisions in my life... frankly, I haven't made too many right decisions at all... and with the exception of a few... they have all be seriously detrimental, not only to myself, but to the people that surround me...

If you are a frequent reader of sk0t.com you know that its obvious that I am not an incredibly understanding person... the decisions people make deserve to be owned... and when people don't own them... and make excuses for their own shortcomings, it infuriates me. I am a relatively easy person to get to know, and like... however I hold people to standards that transcend the reciprocal. I want to be treated how I treat. I want people to be as loyal to me, as I am to them. I think I am finally learning that that can't happen. Loyalty doesn't exist in the storybook definition that I once thought.

So from now on... Im not gonna be the guy you call when you need help... I am not very reliable, or understanding, or kind, or smart... which leaves me to ask... why would want my help anyways... // sk0t @ 10:52 PM :: Comments [1] :: Digg This ::

2008/09/01
"When you're suffering, know that I betrayed you..." There are so many things running through my head right now... so many unanswered questions that I have....

Why? - In the course of my existence... why did it have to happen the way it did, and why did it have to lead me to where I am now...?

Where? - With everything Ive done, where I have been so far... where does it lead me now... what direction do I follow to fulfill a destiny that was stolen from me?

When? - With the constant evolution of time... when should I expect a change... a change from the monotony that is happening right now...?

How? - How will I know?

What? - What does it take to change the essence of a man...?

These are just a few of the questions I would like to know.... // sk0t @ 11:23 PM :: Comments [0] :: Digg This ::